twistedtorture:

if you follow the paintbrush with your eyes while not moving your head, it forces you to use emdr which is a therapeutic technique to calm anxiety/panic. watching fish swim causes the same effect.

I don’t have a favorite post on Tumblr, I don’t have things that I ‘always’ reblog.

But this is one thing I love seeing on my dash, I love having it on my blog, it really helps to calm me down and its amazing.

(Source: seutae, via downtowncoolville)

Insecure Beauty

Am I just his imagination, mix with his fascination
Of a beautiful woman
Drowned by his looks
His lies and his hooks
The love that I knew continued to fail me
Mean mugging me with his dirty looks
Tempted by all his lies,
His dreams of  all his needs
But my insecurity slowly becomes my enemy
Now the things that were not so important to me
Become my worst fear
Turn into reality
That quickly struck me
What am I to do with all the struggle that I continue to face
Standing in the cold weather with nothing but my pain
Wanting to know if smoking is really ok??
Ok for me to feel the way I feel and still keep a smile on my face
However you can see right though me
With all my insecure lies and the tragedy
That was bestrode upon me
Now I see the me that I really can be
Inside and outside my insecure beauty

       -Life With No Peace

Damages

Having a great obsession

Leading to this deep depression

Having to accept the lesson

That led to all the damages

That life has on my soul

That suffered beyond belief

Sadness so bold

Beautiful taste

That silver and gold

The chick that saw the damages race

 The savage beast that could not be tamed

Loving all the burses

Lies, deception of the music

She plays without an instrument

Long lyrics and short cuts

More mysteries before us

The damage life

Of a beautiful woman

Without a awaking soul,

Burned for all the lies

The pain in her eyes

Taste that bitter sweet silver and gold

The depression from her obsession

Killed that beautiful woman’s soul

Poetry

Poetry

Scribbling on a blank piece of paper

Empty spaces

Sounded better in my head

Then on paper

Thoughts running through me

Words rambling

Emotions flowing

The unknowing

More exciting then you think

The fact I can’t think of anything

Kills me

I have no say

If I can’t write

I can never get my feelings through if I could

Blank paper,

College ruled lines,

Maybe wide ruled instead,

Black pen,

Blue pen,

Maybe a pencil,

I still can’t think

Love poem,

Angry poem,

Maybe a sad poem,

What,

What!!

Think,

Think!!

I got it!!…

Nothing..

Yes!!..

No….

Dam!!…

Why can’t I find the words?

And just have my say in the world

Why do you make it so hard for me to think

whyareusomean

fuckyeahrihanna:

Rihanna  - Diamonds (Official Video)

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